Because I'm Human Too

At 3:15 this morning I woke up with a full bladder and a lot on my mind. The reality of quitting my job and not knowing where my next infusion of money would be coming from really started to freak me out. After I relieved my overly full bladder (it's really hot in Portland, y'all). While I laid in bed having a half panic attack I decided that I could focus on the fear or instead focus my energy on visualizations that will positively benefit me and my next moves. When all is said and done I've never had to worry about money. I always do but the minute I stop freaking out about it money or a job tends to come to my way.  

So here is where the woohoo weirdo shit comes into play. The universe will always provide you with what you need. If it's money. If it's love. If it's attention. If it's invisibility. You get what you ask for. I'm not saying "I want a million trillion bazillion dollars." But to know that a comfortable life will always be available to me is a really comforting thought. 

I challenge you to look at what things in your life just come to you. And be really grateful for those things. And STOP with the fucking freak-outs. What you need is what you've got. 

Oh, and if anyone wants to be my client to help me take away the worry the seeps in occasionally I will happily oblige. 

Hope you're chilling out, maxing, relaxing, shooting b-ball outside of the school on this fine Saturday afternoon!

Heather Kohos